I honestly thought I lost her to all of these calamities, misunderstandings and everything else, and on some days there were even times when I doubted whether I would ever be able to bring her back..but I never wanted to lose her.. and then these days, it all feels like "this is not me" "this is not me". That urge you know..
There was a time a few years ago when one of my friend told me "hey you are back..you know something, you are giving that 2009 vibes these days" and that was sometime back in 2019 or 2020 I guess. Then I lost her again somewhere on the way..maybe I was not completely back. I have heard overt critical thinking is oft a trauma response but most often it goes either ways too..
I have a lot of work to do to be her again.. but let's see..I need her to complete this second year for sure, that much I know. Let's see 🤞having said that, done with my demo quiz and qualified for the unit test which is being conducted this weekend. It's high time already to get her back!!🤞🤞
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